FluffyPillowCushionsyou don't have to do this. you shouldn't have to do this... I didn't mean for what I said to scare you into leaving the entire internet... I just wanted to try to tell you why net neutrality was important and that the FCC fucked up when they killed it off. I'm sorry.
I know you said not to come find you or try to message you but you and I both know I can't just stand by and let you do this... The FCC voted to repeal net neutrality but that doesn't mean that everything is going to change; especially over-night. These things take time, and it might not even be your internet provider that changes. Sometime in May charter said they weren't going to change when net neutrality died...
This change may not even be permanent, The FCC voted to change the internet, but Congress can still turn it back and say "Fuck off FCC we're not doing this shit"
Just because the fcc removed net neutrality it is not the end of the world. I personally believe that if congress doesn't stop the fcc then we can download programs and apps that have the websites we need so in theory the internet can't stop people.
Look, if you going through what I think you going through, then your probably thinking "Bonnie I deleted all the videos on my youtube channel, gave you all my points, and unfriended everybody I know on the internet, it's the end for me" and I would say "no its not, you can rebuild all of that, you can have the points back, and you can still get everybody to come back to being friends with you" you just have to try.
Don't die or do anything you might regret, and keep going, trust me it will get better, even if you don't think so. I know it will.
I have a proposition for you. If promise me you won't die, and tell me that you are willing to try I WILL help you the best I can. I can help you fix everything. Like I said, you can have the points back, points don't matter to me, Having a youtube channel of my own doesn't really appeal to me, so I am free to do anything, and I would honestly like to become an editor for other people, So if you want, you can come back and I can edit videos for you. All you would have to do is send me the video file, the facecam file (if you decide to do facecam), and the audio file for your voice. Then coming back on other social media is on you. I promise that it will get better.
Just... please, talk to me. I.. no, We need you.